Posted by Jen on 9/25/2009, 11:53 pm
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This is harder than I thought it was going to be. I had my third "red devil" on Monday and I have been bed-ridden for 5 days. The nausea is getting to me. I've tried every nausea drug out there, I think. I feel like a real depression is coming on...I have thoughts of giving up...I won't, I know I'll keep going....but it's hard to keep those negative thoughts away when you're feeling so crappy.
Just wanted to vent tonight...I've been feelin' down for a couple days now. I hope you don't mind my being a wuss...especially when there are so many troppers here that have been through so much more....
Wishing everyone the best,
hugs to all
Jen
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