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Posted by lisa hunt on 10/25/2007, 10:07 pm
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Never thought I would be here; I had positive nodes, was 34 years old, a stressful job, and an ugly tumor. Oh, and of course I can't forget to add the cross country move in the middle of chemo with an angry husband and 2 year old child.
Today we live in the house of our dreams, 6 years later; my duaghter is well adjusted, me and my husband love each other deeply and my life is good. So what am I complaining about? Nothing really. I am eternally grateful to all I have to whoever gave it to me. I just want to know one thing. Every day I look around my amazing home, my handsome husband, beautiful child, great job etc.. and think to myself; well, when's the next bomb going to drop? Because surely there must be more. I cannot truly move on from breast cancer. I am reminded every day by the freeway of scars all over my torso and the recurrent thoughts of when is "it" going to come back to torture me some more. I've tried yoga, meditation yet these thoughts still haunt me 6 years later. any ideas on how to not let this disease contine to maintain some control over my life??
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