Posted by p
on 2/2/2007, 10:37 am, in reply to "Re: She was a friend"
He has apologized and agreed to cut contact 100%. He appears to be remorseful and actually said he is glad that i found out because now he can be completely honest not only about this but everything. You can't imagine how heart breaking it was to hear about all of his discretions. Especially since i am here alone and I have no one to support me. I have prayed and asked God to direct my path. My feelings range from extreme hate to love. The pendulum swings back and forth. 24 hours a day. I wake up at night crying in my sleep. I know that no one is perfect but to do me like this just seemed so unfair. He is sorry but not in one way but (2) Sorry-Apology and Sorry-Assed for letting things get this far out of hand. He wants to make it up to me and I want to let him. But I am scared that I wouldn't be able to survive another one of these blows. It was devastating. Excuse the spelling.
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