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Posted by cari
on 4/13/2004, 12:07 pm, in reply to "Coping with this awful feeling"
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okay im 18 years old and have been married for about 7 months now. at first he was great i loved him he loved me ext. ext. now i live at my moms and he lives with his grandma. he is both mentally and verbally abusive but i cant seem to stay away from him because when he is nice i cant imagine loving anyone eles but when he isnt which is usual i cant stand him. what is my problem? am i going crazy? i know everything he does to me but i choose to ignore it and just think about the good times, im causing my family so much grief and stress over this and im beginning to wonder if im not getting depressed. i went to therapy and all they say is yeah breakups are hard, but ive never been like this and i only knew the guy 2 months before getting married. i broke it off clean and smooth with my first boyfriend of 4 years with no problem but i cant seem to shake this one. every time i go to try and break it off i never do it because i dont want to hurt him even though he has caused me so much misery. how can i do this im terrified of being alone.
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