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Posted by nk on 2/12/2004, 3:29 am, in reply to "I am going crazy!"
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Alli
I hear you and I have been thru the same thing you are going thru now. Just keep being strong! Everytime my guy left with the meanest words, the worst accusations, he would come crawling back in time, begging for fogiveness. And even though I knew beyond a doubt that he was playing me over and over again, I still fell for it. I went thru this cycle of abuse for 2 years and the worst part was that I knew I was being emotionally abused, I still went back to him and suffered for it over and over again. each time he would tell me it would be different, and each time it went back to the same thing - he would tell me that I am not good enough, that I am a flirt and a cheat - all these imaginary things! I feel the same way you do now, some days are better than others, but I keep telling myself over and over again that HE is the one who is not good enough. I no longer want him in my life because if I let him back in it will only give him a chance to hurt me over again. life is better without him. Please remember this and tell yourself over and over again - I know what you are going thru, I am going thru it myself. be strong!
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