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Posted by DENISE
on 8/29/2003, 12:10 am, in reply to "Re: Good Idea-Bad Idea?"
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I AM POSTING BECAUSE WHAT YOU WROTE ABOUT THIS PERSON YOUR WITH,AND ALL THAT HE PUTS YOU THRU,REMINDED ME OF ME...FOR ALMOST 13 YEARS I HAVE LIVED A LIE..ANYONE LOOKING THRU FROM THE OUTSIDE MIGHT THINK"WOW SHE HAS IT MAD" WRONG..
I AM IN A BAD WAY AND HAVE BEEN FOR YEARS.WHAT REALLY GOT ME ABOUT YOUR PROBLEM IS THE FACT THAT YOUR OTHER HALF THINKS YOU ARE ALWAYS CHEATING ON HIM..I HAVE BEEN GOING THRU THE SAME THING.HONET TO GOD,I HAVE BEEN ACCUSED OF DOING THE DIRTY WITH MANY,AND THE SAD PART IS,I HAVEN'T..BUT, HE HAS CHEATED ON ME.MINE DRINKS ((ALOT))AND WHEN HE COMES HOME,HE MENTALLY ABUSES ME,NO LONGER ARE THERE BRUISES ON MY BODY,BUT HE HAS DONE SO MUCH TO ME THAT I FEEL IN MY OWN MIND,I AM AS CRAZY AS HE SAYS I AM.HE SAYS SUCH SICK THINGS TO ME..I CANNOT GET INTO IT,BECAUSE IT IS SUCH A LONG STORY.BUT,JUST KNOW THAT YOU ARE NOT ALONE HERE.I THOUGHT I WAS,TIL I READ SOME OF YOUR POSTS.READING YOUR POSTS HAS PUT A LIGHT IN MY LIFE WHERE I THOUGHT I'D NEVER SEE A GLIMMER OF HOPE.HE HAS PUT ME DOWN SO FAR,I FEL AS THO I CAN NO LONGER BREATHE.THE NEXT MORNIN AFTER THE ABUSE HAS BEEN,I AM SUPPOSE TO JSUT FORGET,IT'S IN THE PAST FORGET IT,LETS MOVE ON,"YOUR CRAZY"THE OLD ME,TOOK IT,ALL THE CRITISIZM AND THE ANGRY WORDS SAID,BUT NOT THE NEW ME,THIS GIRL HAS GROWN,AND TILL THE DAY I DIE,I WILL NEVER AGAIN FEEL AS THO I DESERVE THIS SILENT HEL THAT I LIVE.I HAVE BEEN SO EMOTIONALLY SICK LATELY,I HAD LOST MY MOM,NOT SO LONG AGO AND MY STEP DAD 6 MTHS. BEFORE HER.MY HEART HAS NO ROOM FOR ANYMORE SADNESS.AND I AM AT THE POINT RIGHT NOW,I AM READY TO MOVE ON.WE OWN 2 HOUSES,AND THE OTHER ONE IS GONNA BE EMPTY AGAIN,CAUSE MY RENTERS ARE MOVIN OUT IN A COUPLE DAYS.MY GOD,IF THIS ISN'T A SIGN..I ASKED MY MOM TO HELP ME GET THRU THIS.AND I BELIEVE SHE IS HELPING ME.TELL ME,WHEN HE ACCUSES YOU AND YOU RESPOND ANGRILY,DOES HE SAY IF YOUR NOT GUILTY WHY ARE YOU SO MAD??I HAVE A DAUGHTER FROM A PREVIOUS RELATIONSHIP,AND HE HAS RAISED HER ALL HER LIFE,SHE WILL BE 12.HE HAS TOLD HER HORRIBLE THINGS ABOUT ME,WHEN HE'S DRUNK.LIKE I AM A WHORE AND SO ON..IT HURTS HER SO,AND SHE KNOWS,IT ISN'T TRUE.SO I BASICALLY WANTED TO LET YOU KNOW,THAT YOU ARE NOT ALONE IN THE PRIVATE WORLD OF HELL YOU NOW RESIDE IN,I AM HERE TOO, AND IF YOU EVER NEED TO CHAT PLEASE FEEL FREE TO EMAIL ME...
GOD BLESS YOU HONEY,WE ARE BOTH STRONG LADY'S TO ENDURE SUCH PAIN.. AS ALWAYS A FREIND...
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