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Posted by Alli on 8/3/2003, 12:06 pm, in reply to "Re: Too good to be true" My ex also pulled the wish we never got together and said that we were totally dysfunctional. He still believes that I am just as abusive as he is. He is doing all sorts of doubletalk now about how he did want to get married (we were engaged) and that he knew we would work things out. Just re-starting all the chaos and confusion on my choice to leave. Now, thinking that he was truly respecting my 'no contact' request. He is going through friends, and so on for info. on my life. I don't feel in danger of him, but everyone else thinks I should be. I don't understand why I am not afraid of him. Ugh, I just want to fast forward life to a year down the road. This is so much harder to have left than to have stayed. I know that probably isn't true, but it feels like it.
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Blondiegirl,
It is hard to feel anger towards someone that you have tried so hard to love. I think I am in the anger stage of the grief cycle right now. I think about my ex and I feel hatred towards him. Then I start to feel like a terrible person for feeling hatred.
Alli
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