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Posted by blondiegirl on 8/3/2003, 10:17 am
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I feel like I am going through some kind of emotional withdrawl. It feels like an actual physical thing. I feel sick to my stomache and sore all over. I want to see my husband or have some kind of contact but I am forcing myself not to. I think if i just hold out this feeling will pass. The funny thing is that it is really no worse than when he would be truely awful to me. Except i think that enduring this pain will move me to a positive place where that pain was the pain of a slow death.
I think I need to find something to volunteer at in my free time. I seem to do better when I have the focus off myself. Any ideas? Thanks for letting me vent. I think my family is getting sick of hearing me talk about my pain. LOTS OF LOVE blondiegirl
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