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Posted by lanet
on 7/22/2003, 8:22 am
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It is so interesting to realize that after I told him it was really really over and I might be interested in someone else he told me over and over that he had changed so much into such a better person and all he did was try to love me. Why was I going to throw away a guy that absolutely loved and adored me like him. He hasn't changed!! As soon as he asked me if I was really "done with him" and told me he could not hear that and take me back, ever. I told him I was and within an hour his mother and his friend came over to get the futon I slept on because it was his. His mom's words were saying hello to me and how I was doing and my daughter and then she said "well, the jerk wants his bed back!" When we put it in her truck I asked is it o.k. like that it won't tiip and she said "I really don't care". So the times he would tell me that his mom said that I would only break his heart and that all he letting me do is hurt him over and over were lies! I know his mother loves him. I just also have talked with her over the years and she has always seen right through him and just wished that he would grow up some day soon before he lost everything. Which it's too late now. It just really opened my eyes. I knew that he doesn't always say things other than creating things for his own benefit...but now my eyes are really wide open. To come and take his bed...I also have been using his TV why didn't he grab that too? As for the fight he was in before the 4th of July....7 broken bones in his face....I don't even know if I can believe that! He was swollen and bruised pretty bad but that healed quick. His jaw was wired but two nights ago he cut the wires so he could eat real food and talk to people. Even if the damage was as bad as he said I don't want to be with someone that can't take the time to stay sober and heal themselves the way they are supposed to. That doesn't impress me at all. In the past his dog (an old, fat, loveable Cocker) bit him in the face when he was drunk and wouldn't leave him alone. This happened twice----the dog couldn't stand him when he was drunk and would stay by me. He would say that's his dog and grab him and hold him up face to face the dog growling the whole time. The dog bit him--go figure--well both times he was gushing blood and the second time he left the house and went to a bar!! The next day both times he had to go to the hospital and get plastic surgery and stitches and both times he took his stitches out before they were supposed to come out because they were bothering him right in front of me. I don't like that!! I still am afraid of him and that's why I cannot even think the future (us) has any promise in it what so ever!
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