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Posted by Alli on 7/21/2003, 10:26 am Why do I suddenly feel like the idiot here. I did hit back and kick back when he choked me, and when the verbal abuse was at it's high, I did throw a glass of water on him. Am I just as abusive as he is? I feel so low right now. I just hate this part of day at a time. I am pretty eager to move ahead with my life and not look back, but he keeps just the slightest hold on me... and then turns it all around. How do I deal with this? What do I do? I haven't contacted him at all, but this makes me want to scream out for him to leave me alone. Or turn, and run back to him so that it stops. (I know the latter of the two is not realistic) Help...
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Okay, have been out on my own for two weeks now. I feel like I am living day by day. Last week, the Sheriff's office calls me to say that I was reported to have stolen a washer and dryer. I took the one in OUR house when I moved since I have a 5 year old little girl. So, that added on to being humiliated because being a social worker I work closely with law enforcement. Then, I received an email that said "we're both abusers".
Thanks,
Alli
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