i know it is hard to ask for help and put yourself out there to receive some harsh reponses. I agree with what has already been said. PLEASE get in touch with the breeder or rescue, but ALSO, PLEASE consider getting some help for yourself. I may be reading into this too far, but the words were a big red flag. "Ever since the birth" of your second baby...could this be some sort of post partum depression? Think about it? Take care of yourself, and that will help make the choices for your family. And yes, your rr is a member of that family.
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