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Posted by cheryl gaston
on December 23, 2008, 9:11 pm
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well this is hard because i love someone very much and he might die. he has a desease in his head that is eating away. i love this man very much and now he wants me to leave and go home. i hurt so badly inside and on january 5th were going to pittsburgh allegheny hospital. my boyfriend is so scared that he just might not be able to give me any future. this man is so wonderful to me. he never cheats on me and he opens the door for me and just treats me with alot of respect. tom seigal is his name he is just 51. he said there isn,t no cure for what he has in his head. i just know i don,t want the man i love to die. i had enough pain in my life of wrong men. tom makes me very happy and he makes me laugh alot. tom can,t hardly hear now this desease inside his head is ruining his hearing. i have no idea what to do, i don,t want to leave him and go back home. i been his girlfriend since may and we love one another so much. today was the first time i seen him cry alot and so upset and scared. he won,t admit that he is but i can tell. i don,t know if you will even read this . i just know your a careing person and you would understand if you truely love someone you don,t leave that person no matter what. tom is resting because he works at night as a powder metal die setter. he is a very hard worker and tries hard to do his best. tom has three kids. two beautiful daughters and a handsome 9 year old son. tom hasn,t told them about how bad he is getting. i know he really don,t want to tell them and worry them. i am trying my best to be very strong for tom. but really i am crying hard inside myself. how can i save him i ask myself? i am finally happy with a very good man and god just might take him away soon from me i don,t know yet. i am hurting so much inside i feel like i have knots inside my stomach. i just know i love this man so very,very much. i don,t know what his desease is called but it is eating away at him inside his head. this scares me a great deal and i am praying my heart out now. i don,t know what else to do but be here for him not away as he wants me to do if the doctor gives him bad news that he won,t live long. i am living with him in a small apartment in saint marys pa. it is so beautiful here in the mountains. tom and i tried to buy a house together but found out we can,t aford it. but that is alright i am happy with him here. thank you so much if you do get to read this yourself. i just needed to try and get some pain i been feeling so much today out. this letter to you help . what i said is all very true the man i want to spend the rest of my life with might die soon. i very much wish someone out there can save him from dieing. but i sure don,t got a clue who can at all. i just know i don,t want this to be the only christmas will have ever together. sighn cheryl j. gaston
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