It is sometimes hard to put into words the feeling that I get when I realize that something is dreadfully wrong.
Without trying to sound like I'm making excuses, I would like to share with everyone that I am suffering from an emotional condition that recently has become worse than since before I moved to NL. A condition for which I am now seeking professional attention.
Unfortunately, I did not recognize the warning signs in time for me to just exit my browser instead of posting that utter nonsense last week. One of the symptoms that is common with this condition is lack of self control, but you don't have to worry about me doing anything physically harmful to myself or to anyone else... It's not that kind of condition.
My recent rant was brought on by stress, which is the main focus of my treatment.
To make a long story short, I am dealing with this condition very seriously, and I'm truly sorry that I let it get between me and the chess community. Although I was upset by certain things recently, there is no excuse for posting those messages last week. I have to deal with things in a more controlled and professional manner.
I hope you all understand and accept this as a sincere apology.
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