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I crossed the Bridge today
Posted by Angel Batman on 6/25/2018, 9:17 pm
Hello from the Bridge!!! I surprised mom by letting her know I was ready to fly across the Bridge this afternoon. I've slipped quite a lot the past couple of days when climbing around on mom and uncle. Mom thought I had forgotten how to cat. I also started vocalizing when I was up and walking. I jumped down from the chair this afternoon and I could barely walk. I'd try to move, but my back legs had other ideas. Mom immediately called our vet and they told her to bring me in. Dr. G listened to my heart and she said I had a murmur, but also the my heart was beating super duper fast. Then she started to feel around on me. She told mom that she couldn't feel my pulse in my back legs. I showed her how I couldn't walk without falling over. She told mom that she thought I either had a blood clot or a stroke. The only way to know for sure would to be to see a specialist with high image x-raying equipment. I'm 17 or 18 years old. I told mom that it was okay to say goodbye. I was ready to see Angel Clarissa and my other furblings and friends that have crossed before me. Mom will have to tell uncle when she picks him up from his job tonight. Oh, the reason I was vocalizing so much was because I was hurting. Mom now knows I was trying to tell her I was ready to go to my forever forever home.
I watched mom stroke my head and hold my front paws. I always like to hold her hand when I was in her lap or in bed with her. She held mine as I crossed over. Mom's eyes leaked a lot and she buried her face in my furs.
I need to go to my Welcome Home party now. If anyfur wants to sneak through the secret portal to have some fun, come party with me! Just remember that you can't stay yet.