
Posted by Pat in Florida on 11/6/2009, 7:02 pm, in reply to "Thanks Dona!"
& i admire you so much for it. I am suffering so much because of Allan still yet you can show such strength & fortitude. My therapist is doing her best with me but life is just so hard to swallow anymore i wonder where all the mental energy is supposed to come from. God bless you friend.
Hugs, Pat
PS..i pray for you as well for coping & if you can do it & everyone else here on the board that i talk to personally offline about their tradgedies on a personal level that otherwise wouldn't share outloud here..then i think i need to get a little stronger mentally & get rid of the demons in me because right now i just hate the world...stage whatever i am in over Allans suicide my Dr. says. Normal feelings..mine are just not in sequence as they keep going back & forth emotionally with me.
So many of you have suffered & shared here & you have no idea in that sharing that keeps some of us from just feeling so alone.. I never realized so many of my friends here have gone through the gates of hell & back & still try & help me get through my trip there & back. You ALL know who you are.
I love you all.
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