Posted by honey on November 7, 2009, 5:06 pm
Message modified by user honey November 7, 2009, 6:31 pm
Hi Ladies - Well am trying to take things slowly and not rush into any quick decisions but am feeling incapacitated by this awakening - my kids are young 6 and 4 - H knows and is reasonably understanding but its been 2 years now of this limbo. At the mo I don't have a gf feel emotionally wrecked and can't find the energy to find one altho I want one - am doing usual of keeping busy but feel a fake - what next ??? Am kind of trying to stay positive and trust in fate but it just feels like a huge mountain that seems full of emotional pain - have realised that I can't have the relationship that i want until I separate but the emotional minefield of gaytown makes me want to stay safe and married (its a good marriage if I could work at it ) BTW have been outed and bullied by my local LGBT community so am scared too
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