Posted by 32flavors on November 6, 2009, 9:04 am
Due to some family members on my H's side finding out about our situation, I have decided that I have to tell my mom today. I don't trust these people to keep it to themselves, and for her to find out through someone else would be much worse than anything I could ever tell her.
I'm having a lot of emotions right now about it. I'm angry that these family members were told, without my consent. I'm anxious of how my mom is going to react. I'm sad for the way she'll feel afterwards (even though I have no idea how that will be). I'm excited about having the weight of her not knowing, off of my shoulders. I'm scared, worried, frustrated....yeah, you name it.
Just keep me in your thoughts today. My mother is not an open-minded woman, and I truly don't anticipate anything good to happen today.
~C
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