Posted by glittergirl on November 5, 2009, 10:54 am, in reply to "gg"
Message modified by user glittergirl November 5, 2009, 10:55 am
I sound like a horribly immoral person. I know I will never be able to give up my relationship with women, and so in the beginning, the lesser of the two evils (extramarital affair vs. ripping my family apart) seemed to be having a woman on the side. I have never considered it "cheating" because I have had his blessing from the beginning (although until my past gf, I don't think he really understood how much my heart got involved. Until my last gf, he thought it was more about the physical side). In fact, in the past, I have encouraged him to have a gf (again, me thinking she could fulfill his physical side). He never wanted to, but now that he is not in denial and we are standing on the brink of separation, he is starting to date. I haven't felt this jealousy before because I didn't fully face how I would feel. Now I'm letting myself.
Can't live with him, can't live without.
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