Posted by Rationaleyes on November 3, 2009, 10:03 am
What is so difficult to me at this moment is realizing that while I feel what I am feeling, there is someone who doesn't know and at one time he meant everything. And it makes my heart want to break inside that somehow I have let him down. I feel like my heart wants to explode. I want to tell him what is going on inside but I'm afraid he won't understand. This is all still so new to me. I feel like the poem "Road Not Taken" by Robert Frost. That I am here standing, loitering around, knee deep in junglevines, if you will, while others pass on by, staring down these two paths trying to take it slow. It isn't a question about her although I love her more than I can ever imagine, it is a question of what I see and feel inside myself and how I or if I can bear to ignore these feelings inside. It's so very hard. I search for answers inside of me each and every day.
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