Posted by BreakAway on October 29, 2009, 1:52 pm, in reply to "It is really happening..."
I guess you could look at fear as something that reminds us we are still alive. You are taking a huge step in your life that is basically into the unknown. You will be ok. If you are strong enough to make the decision to go you will be strong enough to face your fears.
The question one has to ask themselves is this: Is this what I really want, who I really am or am I just exploring this unknown world out of curiosity? I'm guessing you know for sure who you are and what you prefer because you took that first big step. I think once you get settled in and into your new lifestyle that you will be free to live in btw, it will feel more like home to you. You give the rest here stuck in between lots of insight and maybe a little more direction than before we read this thread.
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: He is moving out next week. We have divided
: our time with our daughter for the next
: couple of weeks. I will help him pack this
: weekend after our daughter's 2nd birthday
: party. (I know, good timing). We will see
: where this situation takes us.
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: I am nervous but at peace with the decisions
: that have been made thus far. I really need
: positive energy and your strength throughout
: this process.
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: I have similar fears as those who are
: raising children alone. I fear my
: struggles, but will embrace them one at a
: time. I fear losing his friendship but know
: that we still have a strong bond. I fear
: not being able to LOVE again, no matter who
: it will be, but know that I am capable and
: that it could happen again. I fear a
: downward spiral of emotions but know that I
: have you as a support. What I fear the most
: is that I will be at peace without him.
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: about to seek my peace within
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