Posted by BreakAway on October 27, 2009, 8:07 am, in reply to "Re: Hi"
Thanks pencils. Where did you come up with that I.D.? I think it's neat. Must have been a pencil nearby while your registered,lol. Sorry you are going through rough times with the divorce. I don't see how any one of us could go through anything less. Say you are lesbian and a husband will automatically think it was him who caused it. His abilities in the sack when in fact it has nothing to do with it. If only we could get many to understand. Mine goes into auto stupidity and says we should have a threesome, every man's dream he says. Ok, I can take some kidding around but come on already! One day he seems to be taking it well, another he is flipping out and mean.
Pencils, you are going through a nasty divorce, which will make you single soon but yet your gf is still married. How in the world do you handle that? I mean you see it in the straight world where man or woman are having affairs, saying they are going to leave but never do and the person on the outside waiting is stuck holding the empty bag of promises and pain. Maybe to some that is a safer situation? I don't know. All I know is I wish I can get things together so I can handle all of this better.
--Previous Message--
: hELLO and welcome. Im new too. Im recently
: separated and going thru a nasty divorce--
: have a terrific but married GF... lots of
: issues and fears but this is a GREAT place
: to get support and work t hrough things!
: Glad you are here!!
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: --Previous Message--
: Been here lurking...........I cannot believe
: how many of me are out there. Thought I was
: the only one that has felt the way that I do
: and I had better get it together like soon
: before making the biggest mistake of my
: life!
:
: Finally, a place where I belong! So many of
: you tell my story. Out to most and it isn't
: pretty and people not as understanding as I
: thought would be. Friends shun me like the
: plague, these people were like family, I am
: so hurt and disappointed! Some said exactly
: what was on their minds, siding with my
: spouse. Have a good friend of what I thought
: our family call just to see how husband is
: doing. LIterally called and asked how he was
: holding up.
:
: I don't live in a community where there are
: many women out. I feel so alone and lost
: right now. Maybe it is me, maybe I do need
: to get my head examined. Maybe I should
: except it is me and go on and be what I was
: before. I have liked girls since, I can't
: remember it's been so long ago. Had a few
: encounters very young and felt like I was
: going to see the devil up front and
: personal. He was going to take me down. I
: lived in fear, I was so young. Then a friend
: of a friend told because the girl I was with
: told her and lets just say life as a early
: early teen had changed. Miserably. Kids can
: be so cruel. Back in the late 60's and 70's
: this was so so wrong. It would be nice being
: brought up nowadays where atleast there's a
: little more acceptance. Not saying it's
: perfect but the badgering isn't as intense.
: Fortunately we moved away, father had a
: business transfer. Times I wondered if they
: knew from one of my so called friends moms
: telling her. From there on out I lived the
: straight life, can't say I was loving every
: minute of it. I even married! Husband
: doesn't know but I suspect he suspects. He
: is one of those men that think seeing 2
: women together something so
: hot..........wonder if he knew I was one of
: those women and if I were to be with a woman
: like that he would still think this.
: Gosh, I don't know what to do. All I know is
: the feeling I have inside are not going
: away. I know who I am and I want to be in a
: rlx with a woman and experience all the
: fruits of that bond. Yes, including sex!
: This is my story, hope it wasn't too long.
: Looking fwd to meeting many of you and maybe
: form some friendships along the way....Best
: Wishes-BA
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